Friday, August 11, 2006
there are simply dozens of things i no longer comprehend. i used to believe and trust but apparently i no longer harbour the same thought ever since things began to wreck havoc to my life. i experienced tremendous emotional changes within. to the extent that i`m even foolish enough to want to forsake my life. sometimes it`s rather contradicting. i find myself loved by my close friends but sometimes i feel that i could no longer trust anyone, and that includes myself, and so then, where`s the existence of love? me and you are hypocrites, we all should know that. we say nice things to please the crowd but hidden were uncountables. it`s funny how we homo sapiens behave. it`s getting me more inquisitive.
this world is ugly. without love. but again, with love, will there be no hatred? love bounds to create hatred. we always say "i love you so-and-so" but have we already taken this phrase for granted? and if it`s really love that painted this world colourful, why are there helpless folks out there? are we love-saints or love-insanes till our brains freeze? ponder about this.
i`ve aquired in due course, lessons in life. however, the character`d already been moulded. do we really expect huge changes? come to realise, i`ve learnt lessons, but i`ve still truly yet to apply. who says we can`t look back? if we don`t, how are we gonna learn, let alone apply?
life`s so hysterical.
resurrect the dead in me.
YF`s m.i.s.s.i.n.g.
1:06 AM
there are simply dozens of things i no longer comprehend. i used to believe and trust but apparently i no longer harbour the same thought ever since things began to wreck havoc to my life. i experienced tremendous emotional changes within. to the extent that i`m even foolish enough to want to forsake my life. sometimes it`s rather contradicting. i find myself loved by my close friends but sometimes i feel that i could no longer trust anyone, and that includes myself, and so then, where`s the existence of love? me and you are hypocrites, we all should know that. we say nice things to please the crowd but hidden were uncountables. it`s funny how we homo sapiens behave. it`s getting me more inquisitive.
this world is ugly. without love. but again, with love, will there be no hatred? love bounds to create hatred. we always say "i love you so-and-so" but have we already taken this phrase for granted? and if it`s really love that painted this world colourful, why are there helpless folks out there? are we love-saints or love-insanes till our brains freeze? ponder about this.
i`ve aquired in due course, lessons in life. however, the character`d already been moulded. do we really expect huge changes? come to realise, i`ve learnt lessons, but i`ve still truly yet to apply. who says we can`t look back? if we don`t, how are we gonna learn, let alone apply?
life`s so hysterical.
resurrect the dead in me.
YF`s m.i.s.s.i.n.g.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:06 AM
